Hi amoera..as usual..i'd like to start my post with..''it's been so long since i last wrote to you..blablablah.''.lol. Its already ramadhan and yeah, i'm fasting okayyy~I'm in part one now, doing tesl in uitm shah alam still and it's almost a year i'm studying in shah alam now.and,,well,,i'm not sure myself if i like studying here or not. On thing for sure, i miss the fun memories that i had, well, that WE had together, and they all happened during the last year's ramadhan. Don't get me wrong, i'm not being all emo here, it's just that..YEAH,I MISS MY ASASIAN FRIENDS!
NonethlEess,i'm trying my best to be positive here.and yeah..just let go amoera.life has it's ups and downs.oNE DAY YOU FEEL AT THE TOP OF THE WoRLD AND the other day poof! the good times just go like that and suddenly you are at the bottom.
(OMG, that sounds sooo wrong!) ROFL.

On the other side, I'm feeling fairly happy for being in the A class because you know..I get to make many new friends there (though we are not that close, ...yet..it takes time, I know) But I'm cool anyhow and i'm sooo loving the subjects and the lessons~~~(wah~why so geek and nerd ah?)hahahaagagagagladygaga...

I seriously have to stop now or I will end up doing nothing and missing up the due dates for the submissions of my asssignments and quizzes and get low on-going marks and fail the final examinations and get a bad pointer! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!
(P/S: Yes, I'M ACTING LIKE A FREAK, iKNOW,iKnOW.)

later amoera. bye. ;)

today's the second day of my class,not sure of my feelings.yeah, intimidated.upset.excited.fresh.DISSAPOINTED.~the positive and negative feelings all mix up.the atmosphere of the new semester is totally not the same as the one i used to feel during my asasi year. unhappy? YES! but well, i;m trying my best to be positive here.you know..this would be a new challenge for me and yeah! i;m all prepared to take it up yeah! U GO AMOERA!!! [erk, don't i sound too enthusiastic??] lol.

okay, its been so long since i last wrote to you, and i mean....loooooonnnnnggggg.......long enough that im now a mother....huauhuahua....xde lar...lol.nta pape.mrepek x tentu pasal.... hm, ita a monday and itas a grey, blue, monday.well,actually not really blue lar.as im looking forward for the lectures..haha.missin someone sbnarnye..so,cant wait to go to the fac!!
horay3!
yeah!

okay,okya, now lets us move on to the serious bussiness..i think im quite out of focus now..im getting lazier and lazier by day..stacks of assignments and projects are pilling up like a tower waiting to...buush!!!
runtuh!
so, here i am,sitting in front of you, with a new vision, new aim, ive turn to a new me!lets hope that i'll be more focus, and achieve the dream ive been dreaming of (huh???) ..
uh well, hope that this is not just a hangat2 taik ayat...
lets hope that this spirit of fighting (in my studies lar) be last forever.

btn.

Ulu sepri was the venue of the so-called -kursus bina negara-thingy...

you know,i was very excited at first knowing that ae are attending such camp-like courses.because,its been ages since i last attended any camping activity. the last one was like-what? 3 years ago kot...during the kem bina insan when i was in form three,in smk st.mary...(yeah2,i kinda miss the school).

anyway...

i had a fight with him over a very good reason-which i should'nt be telling you.and taht resulted us for not talking to each other for like-2 days in ulu sepri-when the btn activity was running.
thankfully,i've forgived him (yeah me!) and we are slightly stable now..

OMG!!

there are a lot more things i would like to tell you-but i got a listening and speaking class to attend though it will obly start at 65 pm and now its just 4.25-its raining cats and dogs and i must rush to rempugh the hujan!!!!

till then,bye!!!

...it's midnight,and it's my first time writing blog....

Life's such a drag, don't u think?
and it has ups and downs too...yseterday you felt gay, you were so elated, and poof!!! today you suddenly feel sad, sorrow, and down...
ever felt that before??
well,that is how i exactly am feeling right now....i have just finished my final examination, and after two weeks of sleepness nights (or, i'd rather say, disturbed nights.o-o) and a week of dozing off under piles of books and my lappy on bed, running, unshutted.....i felt very much relieved and happy and enthusiatic and excited and ....what else are there that i would like to say??? well,,,there are many more words i would like to write here just to express and describe how happly i am to have those weeks ended...
anyway, i sat for the muEt yesterday...and gosh~ they were quite tough!!!! i wish i would be able to achieve at least band 4... (well, actually, i hoped on getiing band 5 but, based on my performance... well, i lose confidence on myself for i think that i answered those questions reeeeaaaalllyyyy badly so i guess,,,,to get band 4, at the veeeryyyy least.....would be wonderful enough for me...please,please, and please God......give me band 4 or better... band 5....please!!!)